Love

Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 7:33 PM

It still isn't easy to come to terms with.
So almost the whole class attended Mrs Serene Ng's wake. She looked as pretty as ever. Read Jessica's latest post, i could practically picture all those moments we had with her. esther, lichu, nicole, abby and me went in as a group. I was totally lost, i didn't know what to think or what to say. then we went to have a last look at Mrs Ng. After stepping out, it was hard to hold back the tears. As esther said, life is fragile. I'm sure many people were thinking "We have to be strong for her family, Be Strong" but it's not as easy as it seems. Mr Ng is really strong, he is much stronger than us. He could even stand in front of us and give a short speech while the some of us were crying, if i were in his place, i'd be bawling out loud.
No matter how much we wish she was back with us, it's impossible. So we'll be strong for her and her family. Cedarians are called Cedarians for a reason, we'll be there to support each other, won't we? But there's a need to point out to a certain person who is supposedly a Cedarian that she had better go find something known as Conscience and Feelings. I'm appalled and ashamed by what she has written. I'm not sorry for what i've tagged, if that's considered harsh, i dont know what's the definition of harsh already.

Beautiful Thing
Though the seasons will come again
Time also passes
Life’s faint light allow
Only the memories remain
I am thankful for each day

This is probably the most difficult post i had to write, just couldnt put the feelings into words. While walking out with esther, she mentioned about how difficult it is to say Mrs Ng's name, i guess it shows how difficult it is to accept..Death.

For everything you've done for us, thank you.
-z.